I'm not one for much PDA or talking too much about the men I date.
But today is #mancrushmonday and I think this #commanderhottie of mine, deserves a little shout out.
Boy did I misjudge this guy at first. As they say, you can't judge a book by it's cover. I'm still getting to know him, but from what I've experienced so far, in these last 7 weeks that have literally flown since meeting....He's the sweetest, most caring, kind, generous, giving, serving, loving guy I've ever dated. He has this amazing ability to express himself and his feelings so precisely and effortlessly. He's teaching me to do the same. (I am not the best in this dept) as relationships scare me. I have loads of "emotional baggage" and "damaged bits" from my marriage. He's patient with me. He talks me through my little breakdowns and freak outs and "hormonally challenging" moments. He's very vocal and VERY complimentary to the point I just don't know what to do with it all. He's teaching me to learn to take a compliment and not beat myself up, as I tend to do all too often. He pays attention to me and to every last detail to what I like and prefer to small silly things like buys me the occasional energy drink I strictly only ever drink (NOS). He's highly observant and has a strong sense of fashion, style, taste, class, and charm. He's a great assistant on my Photo Shoots and Photographer, and has a great artistic eye. He lives to assure my needs are met and that I'm cared for. He's so supportive of my goals and dreams. He's neat and VERY tidy. More than me. (shocker) He loves to tidy up my house, do dishes when I cook, and even make my bed for me and turns down my covers, at night, in the cutest perfect "hotel like" manner I've never seen. He tucks me in and kisses my forehead goodnight. I love to hear nice things. But I strictly only pay attention to actions, since my divorce. #actionsspeaklouder. His actions have matched his words every time. It's a rare quality these days. We are so alike it's scary. We literally will be thinking the same thing at the same moment.
Not sure what the future will hold for #majorandcommanderhottie (HB singles conf wrist band decoder names FYI) , but I do feel blessed to have met him and experience what it feels like to be treated very well, for a change, and accepted for me 100% and allow goodness and good things into my life. I have huge walls up, since my divorce 6 yrs ago. I will usually push a guy away long before he ever gets a chance to break them down. He's not letting me push him away. When I said "I don't do long distance." He moved here a week later. What? #wheredidhecomefrom
He makes me feel beautiful and sexy and wanted, even with not a stitch of makeup on and food all over my face. Lol (as it often is bc my face is numb in several spots since my jaw surgery) ha ha
He's super talented and knowledgable in many areas. He's very good with his hands and is my favorite handy man. He will do every favor I ask, no question. He accepts me. All of me, every flaw and imperfection and insecurity. He says "there's nothing he would change" about me. And will only ever think positive thoughts about me. My response is ..."just give it some time, sweetie." Lol. He won't let me be self deprecating and helps me to maintain my positivity. He's a good example to me, in many ways. And let's not forget to mention he's ridiculously handsome and has the yummiest strong body/muscles. I mean....really? #swoon #mcm — with Brent Sorensen.
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